The Real Stuff

Going Down with Sundial: The Real Stuff

This is the official home of my thoughts, updates, and blogs. Here you’ll find the core of my writing, from personal milestones to my latest explorations of sex, identity, and the world around me. Polyamory, kink and connection through an autistic lens.

A line drawing of a woman's wrist clasped in a man's hand. Very simple black line on a yellow background.

Part 2: Just For a Moment: Sunday Desperation

This is the next thing that happened on that gorgeous Sunday. My man went to make coffee, leaving us alone in bed for a moment.

The deal between us all, was a whole day of teasing without release, until very late in the day. What happened here set me up for the rest of the day. I was sizzling with desire, struggling badly in fact!

Mmmh.

Actually quietly proud of the drawing this time too!

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This is a black line drawing cup of coffee on creamy coloured paper. The coffee is in a squat cup with a round handle to the right. It's sitting on a small saucer. It is undecorated. The coffee inside has a heart made in the frothy milk at the top. There's steam rising around the heart.

Part 1: A Mouth and a Cunt full of Cock: A Gentle Start to Sunday Horn

It’s Sunday and you know what that means, right? A LONG day of extreme teasing and much horn, until we are ready to explode with our sexy desire for each other. Only this time our buddy was with us. We both agree, the day was one of our best Sunday build ups and here’s how it began.

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A hand drawn hour-glass. There is sand falling through to gather at the bottom. In the top part, there is a line drawing of a torso of a woman. She is naked and her hands are above her head. She is being sucked through the hour-glass.

Our First Threesome with our Fuck-Buddy: A Special Time

When we saw each other this weekend, my man, our friend and I were reminiscing about our first threesome together. This is a retelling of that very special encounter, pieced together from our individual memories and perspectives. It was so tender. It’s funny how you get so used to being with certain people, that they become a horny familiarity. I hope the delight in our discovering of each other comes through. I don’t know if I did it justice!

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Darcy's Shirt! A pencil drawing of the shirt that went up for auction and fetched a tidy 25k Pounds. It's the one Colin Firth wore when he gave his staggeringly sexy performance as Mr. Darcy in the BBC adaptation of Pride and Prejudice.

Welcome Home Fuckery

My man went away for a few days recently and it reminded me of the blog I wrote last year when he was away; the one about the Mr. Darcys. It was a good reflection of my state of mind then, I felt so lost without him. I handled it better this time and this blog tells of what happened between us the night he got home.
The picture that goes with this is a quick sketch of Darcy’s shirt. I’m not much of an artist, but I think I’ll make more of an effort to illustrate my own stuff.
Warning, there is a fantasy tucked into this blog, in which I get punished by being covered in cum, again.

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A picture of a black corset with red bones and lace cups. It's set in a heart shape and has red swirls to either side.

Shake It: You Watch Him Punish and Fuck Me

Hi dear Reader,

I hope you are keeping well and everything is as good as it can be in your 2025. Thank you for bearing with me. It feels like a while since I’ve been in a creative head-space. Writing about this brought me so much joy. We stayed in the same hotel in which my man and I had our first threesome to celebrate his birthday, at his request.

Be warned, this is the longest post I have made, and I shortened it massively before I got it ready to post. The experience was just so mind-bogglingly grand. I had to cut the incident with the man delivering room-service, though I was in two minds about that.

I hope you enjoy it.

A warning: This blog contains some rough sex, bondage, breath-play, painful bare-hand spanking, flogging and humiliation. Needless to say, the experience was unforgettably glorious. Though I don’t mention it, he did warn me of his intention to cause pain beforehand and we had a safe-gesture in place for the breath-play.

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