I’ve been thinking about self-image, autism and of living in a body that keeps changing.
This one starts with fishfingers, meets up with control, shame, perimenopause and mirrors, and ends with me lifting weights, admiring my armpits, and deciding that having a belly and an ass okay after all.
Mirrors: On Self-Image, Autism, Control and a Changing Body Read More »
Beginnings can be awkward, and there were awkward moments in this encounter, but it was also so very tender.
It was actually me that made the most awkward step of all, and that was just a little bit difficult, because there were rules in place, and I don’t much like breaking rules on the whole. But my desire got the better of me.
This is a blog on how we started our first encounter with our new him.
His confident dominance of me was such a thrill.
Our First Encounter Part One: Owned and Grateful Read More »
Today’s post is all about that freezing cold Sunday morning when we finally met the new guy we’d been talking to online.
I was an absolute bundle of nerves, practically jumping out of my skin every time a car drove past our house.
We bonded over lunch and well, you know how it is when you just instantly click with someone? Yeah, those “we won’t do this yet” rules didn’t stand a chance …
This one is all about the build-up, the pure honesty, consent and that moment where you realise the attraction is real.
A Sparkling Diamond on a Cold and Frosty Morning – Our First Date with Him Read More »
I’m so excited right now, I had to sit down and write this blog straight away. Today is Sunday, just so you know. And today, we had our fifth, and by far the hottest date yet, with a guy we met on a dating site!
We’ve spent a LOT of time talking between. We started talking before I had my dark time recently, and even that couldn’t lift me out of it.
Anyway, it’s official, he’s a keeper!
And he now knows about my Sundial blog, and having given it lots of thought at our insistence, he has given me the go ahead to write about him!
We didn’t expect that to happen so fast, or well at all really, after our buddy decided to go monogamous.
We’re all so full of excited joy.
Two became Three again! Introducing a new Him Read More »
An update on my perimemopausal journey. I’ve now been on HRT for a few months, and although it has helped me a lot, it hasn’t all been plain sailing. But my dose has been adjusted and I hope very much it helps.
Perimenopause: My HRT Journey Read More »
